Hello all!

I started to record my video explanation for my current sex magic ritual model…

AND!?!

I got soooooooooooo very tongue tied cuz it’s my very first time PUBLICLY talking about it on the Internet. Like holy shit. Holy shit. Holy shit.

See… It’s for real. As last year’s 105 day sex magic ritual container changed my life, I feel incredible pressure to honor and accurately represent such a profound practice.

I know! I know! I know!

Total cheese. New agey. Woo woo. Everything else too.

EXCEPT!?!

That practice changed my body since I became far more grounded from it. Yes. I used a principle from Emily Nagoski’s book “Come as You Are” where I took orgasm off the table. Pleasure was my focus instead.

So?

My body started to thaw while it sloughed off old bullshit put on my sexuality by others and social conditioning. Oh yeah. A LOT. Absolute a ton. I still have more. Good progress though.

I also became more connected to my ENTIRE body. It’s beyond cool to feel how diffferent emotions land in various parts of my body to this day. An example how my chest feels expansive when I feel relief. I’ve also felt tingling in my upper arms when I’ve let go of stress.

Can’t forgot the impact to my pussy since I was cycling into menopause last year. Everything is far better working order than it has been in years despite my waning hormones. Very cool.

Why am I being so candid? Sex carries such incredible baggage that has nothing to do with it. This is my reason for starting to publicly discuss this more and more.

I admit that I got too far into my head about how to best explain my version of a sex magic ritual. As it’s an accomplishment, I’ll post my video tomorrow morning to allow me to be more grounded about it.

As always: Have a glamorous day for fun!!

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