Ritual Check In #15: Done!!!

Hello!

Today is 105 day of a 105 day sex magic ritual. Dudes!!! It’s been intense

EXCEPT

I had much more intensity during last year’s 105 day sex magic ritual.

BUT BUT BUT

This is when the real integration happens.

Cuz

I’ve been running around like a headless chicken.

AND?

I can’t fucking wait!!! My ass was so overwhelmed with the emotions that came forward last time. Now? I’m beyond excited since I’ve been working with being comfortable with uncomfortable. Like I’ve had moments when I wanted to crawl out of my skin. I had myself just sit there to let those feelings wash over me. So fucking hard. The world didn’t end. I was good after a while.

So?

I still have the emotions. Thoy just move through me faster. Fucking love it.

As always: Have a glamorous day for fun!!

This last week’s music. Yes. I listened to UpChuck for multiple days