Cutting the Shit

Cutting the Shit

Hello!

Dudes!?! Overfunctioning struck again!! Like I’ve been trying to get too many things happening at once. And did I mention worling on my skill set at the same time too?

Can anyone else relate?

Here’s this week’s video: Saw in Action

So???

I’m sitting with making my various creative projects work cuz traditional job schedules don’t work. And waiting for others to fund my projects? A bunch of nonsense. Cuz dudes??? That’s the recipe for sitting on your ass for the REST OF YOUR LIFE!!! No thanks!!

My conclusion??? I’m slowing down to get things started in Billings before I move onto my step. Cuz I can snivel and whine about the rooms and experiences here…

EXCEPT

That’s bullshit too. Yup. I still have on training wheels when it comes to performing. Like a lot. A LOT. A LOT.

Why yes!!!

My desire to be along faster??? Total self-defeating. Why? It shut me down. I got so caught up in my head about all the “woulda, coulda, shoulda” for what I need to do? And I let some people behaving like assholes shut me down? Like what happened to my spine?

Seriously? Did I rip out my spine and still expect to stand???

Such a silly woman.

So?

It’s time to get to work. More to follow soon.

As always: Have a glamorous day for fun!!

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