Just… Process Queen Forever!?! Nope

Just… Process Queen Forever!?! Nope

Helllllllloooo!

Dudes! I’m not gonna lie: A large chunk of my blogs are me processing out loud. And of course: I have lots not shared YET IF EVER.

After all? I’ve got 54 years of living. Not just a breath mint of life…

BUT BUT BUT

I’ve reached a solid place where I can start to weave other topics beyond my processing. Like how I have my “Check Ins” on Fridays and the now “Tasty Tuesdays.” I’ll be announcing my projects starting this Sunday since I have soooooo many lined up that I want to share about. I’m also chewing on another longer term project that I plan to roll out later in the spring.

AND!?!

Why did I publicly process all that I did? Cuz I know some of it is not flattering me. I imagine that I looked like a down right motherfucker at times. Why yes… I HAVE BEEN A MOTHERFUCKER AT TIMES. I’ve also failed a bazillion times. My ass also has its own partial zip code these days (it’s shrunk from having a complete one).

It’s simple about processing so loudly: I want people to know that they’re not alone and bust the myth of “perfect people” being the only ones to succeed. Such a load of shit: Mindset is FAR more important than perfection.

Like I honestly hate how the weather looks when I sitting on my ass. Staying in an activated state? Benefits me least of all. So??? I decided to do something about it. Yes. It’s been messy and beyond uncomfortable.

EXCEPT?

It’s waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more uncomfortable for my mind and body to be discontinued no matter how familiar it is for me.

Back to that wise sage:

FUCK THAT SHIT.

Yes.

Processing will always be part of my blogs cuz that’s how I digest information. I also love considering possibilities and observing patterns to ponder how to elevate them for the greater good. I’m just finally starting to calm down about all of it cuz I’ve been able to metabolize the big emotions from this round of work… I’m now onto the nuance stage…

To say that I’m EXCITED!?! DUDE!!!!! HELL YES!!!

As always: Have a glamorous day for fun!!

2 thoughts on “Just… Process Queen Forever!?! Nope

  1. “After all? I’ve got 54 years of living. Not just a breath mint of life”…(Great line)

    There are words beyond the obvious to display emotion…just sayin

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